We've made it this far, we can make it further.

The World is dying, but I have hope! I know that might be a bit of a depressing way to start this blog, but I wanted to let you know, whoever is reading this, that the world may feel as though it is ending, which it probably is, but God is still on the throne. We may not understand why any of this is happening, I can admit that I am a little annoyed at God that this is happening, but He knows what he is doing, he knows that we can make it through this otherwise he wouldn't have put us through this. There is still hope. Don't lose hope, help is on the way.

So, what have I been doing to get through this time of uncertainty as we go back into yet another lockdown? Not much honestly, but I thought I'd share some art that I've done recently. We also did a bit of pumpkin carving. My cats are always the joy of my day, family time is always great, playing games, going on walks, getting coffee, watching movies together. Then apart from that, I've been binging some of my favorite shows on Netflix and feeling festive ready for the Christmas season.

 

 

 

 

I would love to hear about what you have been up to to get through these sucky times. Have you taken up a new hobby? Have you had zoom meetings with friends once a week? Or have you just been in bed watching your favorite shows to make you happy? Whatever it is, just know that it's one day at a time and we've survived this long.

I find myself having to remind myself that it is one day at a time because otherwise, I get super stressed and angry at the world. I don't need to worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about itself. All that should matter is what I do with my time right now.

I praise God for getting me this far. He is the one who has been keeping me steady and actually enabling me to have the energy and motivation to get up each morning.

Anyway, I'm sort of rambling on now, I hope this has distracted you or entertained you for a minute or so. Thanks always for reading.

BeeBee

xxx

Some Autumn Sunshine For You All.

 I've had some fun autumn walks recently, so here are some fun, autumn aesthetic pictures to hopefully brighten your day.

 

 

Happy October people. I hope all is well, and even when life feels crap, remember to look up at the pretty sunset-coloured leaves that are falling to give you a little sunshine.

(Ew cheesy I know, oh well)

See you later,

BeeBee

xxx

September Recap

 Well, basically nothing happened in September and it will probably be the same for October. However, I did apply for University a few days ago which is exciting. I applied for Reading, Reaseheath, and Chester University. all the courses I applied for were either Zoology or Wildlife Conservation related. I am actually really excited for university, but also really nervous about whether I'm going to get in. My first choice is definitely Reading, I mean I think I am literally in love with the campus, but I also know that it takes a lot to get in. Honestly, I'm trusting God with where I need to be and that he will put me in the right place. 

Other than applying for uni, all my other time is spent playing with kittens, looking for jobs, taking driving lessons, or just playing on my phone because there ain't anything to do.

Looking for jobs is basically really hard because most of the jobs are manager jobs and I can't be a manager until I've at least had some retail experience. Or the jobs are really far away and I have to spend an hour getting there, or I can't drive and they need me to drive or something else that is the really annoying meaning I'm not eligible for the job. 

Driving is just hard. Some days I'll do alright and others I'll do terrible. There are so many things to concentrate on and think about and then there's all the theory as well and it's all so much. But, besides it being hard, I do enjoy it a lot and I can't wait until I can actually do it and pass my test.

I had to say goodbye to my friends at the beginning of September as they were all off to Uni, which was sad, but they seem to be doing good and it's not like I'll never see them again.

I did go for a walk with the fam at one point. It was a cute walk.

I also went for a morning coffee with my sisters for the first time in a while. It was my first Costa in months and tasted pretty good.

The only other thing is kittens, so here's some kitten spam for you.

You're very welcome!!

Thanks for reading, I'm hoping something exciting will happen in October, but if it doesn't, well, I don't know what I'm going to do.

BeeBee

xxx

This is AN EXCITING THING!!!

 Wow, it's taken a lot to get here, but we have made it to the almost end of 2020! Only 3 months left.

I've talked about a lot that happened in August already. Our holiday was the main thing and then all the God stuff that I talked about in my last post. So, instead of doing a September update, I am going to write and show you something that has happened recently which is the most exciting thing that has happened in a while!!!

 

WE GOT KITTTEENNNSS!!!!! Like we didn't just get one, we got TWO GORGEOUS LOOKING KITTENS. 

We've had them for about 5 days and they are just too cute. I've taken way too many photos of them and spent a lot of time just staring at them sleeping because they are too gorgeous. The one photographed on the left is Alfie, who is the family cat and on the right is Prince Winston, my own cat. There isn't really much else to say about them so let me just spam you with photos instead.

 

 

 

  

 

Well that's is basically it. I don't really have anything else I haven't already written about. I'll be back the next time something happens.

BeeBee

xxx